Knowing that you put your all in a relationship but it doesn't even matter because the other person eventually just cares about him or herself.
Two, almost 3 years. It's crazy to just trust someone with your heart for 3 years and then just break it without giving a damn. It's been 6 months and I can still feel the hurt. Sometimes I wish he just cheated on me or turned gay so it'd be much easier to get over it, but at the same time I'm kind of glad it didn't go in those directions. I tried to be happy but happiness is just a temporary thing lately. The only thing that makes me content is knowing I have the most amazing people in my life that has helped me through this and I'm so appreciative and blessed but sometimes it's just not enough.
I wished I hadn't gone through a horrible breakup as well as a long-term relationship but I guess we all got to go through these things, no matter how painful it is. Basically, it was an eye-opener and it had saved me from thinking of marrying this guy and eventually be a fat, divorced mother of 8. Lol! Yes, I know. Shut up.
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